Hello again! I seem to go through phases with this blogging thing. I apologize that it's been such a long time!
Things have been interesting lately. This stage of life is very transitional...and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I kind of feel like I'm floating in some sort of limbo *not that I think limbo actually exists, just for the record*. I was asked the entire month of break how it felt to be a graduate. My response, obviously, was, "well...ask me when my friends go back to class and I go to work full time because right now it just feels like break." Now that my friends HAVE gone back to class and I've gone to work...it's just weird. I don't hate being at Bob Evans 4 days a week as much as I thought I would. People are much more relaxed during the slow weekday morning shifts than they EVER are on the weekend, so it's easier to work with them. It's just weird to slow down. A good weird!! But weird just the same. For the past 4 1/2 years I've done nothing but run run run run run because of my insane music major/theatre minor schedule. I actually feel extremely lazy these days. I go to work, come home, sit around, depending on the day I might hang out with someone, but not often, call the boyfriend, go to sleep and it starts all over the next morning. My room is kind of a mess, I need to do laundry, I need to do a bunch of things, but I'm not making the time to do them. Quiet time? What's that? I've been not busy for a long time, and yet I still don't take time to spend with God. If ANY time is easiest to do it...it should be now in my life. I also have the spiritual autobiography to write for admittance to SBTS (which is on the board for today and tomorrow) but I've been dreading it...and thus have put it off until now. I think somewhere in my head, I feel guilty for not spending time with God...and I feel like I can't write about my spiritual life because it feels like lying? or something ridiculous like that. I DO know, however, that it's not going to write itself...so I need to get breakfast and then get started.
Sorry if this wasn't the wonderful, exciting update you've been waiting for.
I love Jesus, I'm studying Worship and voice at Southern Seminary, I am married to the coolest guy on the planet, I wait tables to pay the bills, I love being on stage, and I wear heels whenever I can despite being taller than 75% of the population.